Meet Shawn Zhang | Creative Coder & 3D Animater

We had the good fortune of connecting with Shawn Zhang and we’ve shared our conversation below.

Hi Shawn, why did you pursue a creative career?
During the Christmas season of 2022, I sat alone in a hospital room at NYU Langone, gazing through the window at the dense block houses and industrial chimneys outside, deeply contemplating my future. At that time, I never imagined that I would be hospitalized for depression, nor did I expect to find the courage to rebirth from it.

Looking back to 2017, as my sophomore year was drawing to a close, I was still an undecided major, filled with internal anxiety. Seeing my peers rapidly progressing in their respective fields while I was still taking general education courses, I hastily chose Computer Science as my major. Additionally, having already taken many math courses, I decided to double major in Mathematics. Despite knowing my lack of aptitude for math and limited interest in computer science, I consoled myself: interests can be cultivated, and talent can be compensated with effort. However, the reality proved that my last two years of college were far from smooth.

Did I have a true passion? Certainly. But ever since preparing for China’s college entrance exam, I had given up my beloved childhood hobby of painting, heeding my family’s advice: “There will be plenty of opportunities to paint in the future!” My natural talent in art, whether it be paper cutting, weaving, painting, or sculpting, couldn’t be hidden. My family never intentionally nurtured this talent, yet it grew like a small tree inside me, unnoticed. I spent all my spare time on these activities, cherishing every character I created and weaving their stories. My favorite was the tale of Charlgold and the Little Witch—a messenger from a parallel universe with black hair, a purple skirt, and a witch’s hat. She appeared in almost every story my brother and I concocted, whether made of LEGO, watercolors, or clay, always in her signature purple. She was not concerned with her attire, moving freely and bravely through every story. Until she met Charlgold in the world of clay—an outcast young lord with golden hair and blue eyes, unloved by his stepmother (similar to Cinderella’s story). He loved to travel, and meet different people, including the Little Witch. Together, they saved soldier Aji, uncovered the secret of elemental transformation, and thwarted the evil stepmother’s schemes. As their adventure was drawing to a close, the Little Witch decided to stay in the clay world, and Charlgold, the male protagonist, chose to marry the maid Xinlian—since the lead characters need not always end up together; they were independent and free. Charlgold represented reality, with his life full of mundane and complex issues. The Little Witch, on the other hand, was the untouchable ideal, free and immortal, pursuing whatever she desired. These traits of the ideal made it clear to Charlgold that he could not choose her, for their worlds were vastly different. The Little Witch was the boundless sky, while Charlgold was the earthbound wanderer.

Charlgold was me, or perhaps, many of us in real life. As the real-life Charlgold, I ignored my inner voice for the sake of stability. In 2018, during the Invent@SU event, as a Computer Science student, I had to admit that I was starting to resist programming. My kind-hearted partner noticed this and assigned me the tasks of drawing diagrams, 3D modeling, and 3D printing. I found immense enjoyment and excelled in these tasks, with my prototype drawings being presentation-ready. That summer, while teaching in Thailand, the marine animal drawings I made for the students were highly praised by teachers and the principal. My senior roommate, an Industrial Design major, often received my suggestions for his assignments, marveling at my talent and wondering why I didn’t pursue design. Each of these activities brought me great joy, a joy I consistently overlooked in the past, believing the path of art was too risky, a path where the Little Witch resided, untouchable.

Regrettably, as I deliberately avoided art, my inner artistic tree withered, coinciding with the onset of the pandemic and depression. By the end of 2021, I instinctively began to resist Computer Science courses, with happiness eluding me, replaced by anxiety and stress. I sought help from the school’s psychologist until I was hospitalized at the end of 2022. In the hospital, I found a moment of tranquility, temporarily free from anxiety and stress. I participated in weekly art classes, rediscovering the joy of sculpting, and creating beloved small animals for my fellow patients. My craftsmanship was praised by all. During those quiet days, I reflected and listened to my inner longing: I wanted to be praised, to embrace art, to be Charlgold embracing the inner Little Witch.

This year, I stepped into a world where programming met art—creative coding. This course was a departure from the traditional computer programming I was accustomed to, leaning more towards artistic expression, ingeniously combining code with creativity to produce stunning visual artworks. In exploring this course, I gradually uncovered another facet of programming—it was not just a collection of cold logic and algorithms, but also a powerful tool for creating beauty and expressing emotions. As I delved deeper into the course, I began to infuse my inner artistic inspiration into programming. Each line of code transformed from a rigid command into a brushstroke of my storytelling. During this process, I meticulously realized a long-held creative idea—an animated axolotl monster. This project received high praise from teachers and classmates, who appreciated the fusion of my creativity and technical skills. This creative process brought me unprecedented excitement and satisfaction. Programming, once a reluctant choice, had become a medium for expressing myself and realizing my creativity.

My inner tree once withered due to the abandonment of painting, was now rejuvenated under the nourishment of creative coding. Its branches extended, and its leaves became more luxuriant. I began to re-experience the long-lost joy and sense of accomplishment. It felt like finding a long-lost home, a place where I could freely express my creativity and emotions. Each time I completed a project, watching the code transform into beautiful images and animations on the screen, I could feel the growth of the inner tree in my heart. I came to a profound understanding that art exists not only on canvases and in sculptures but also in the digital world. I am filled with curiosity and passion for the fusion of technology and art, eager to continue exploring and growing in this intersecting field.

Can you open up a bit about your work and career? We’re big fans and we’d love for our community to learn more about your work.
My journey into the art world, while relatively new, is fueled by boundless creativity and a passion for storytelling through visual mediums. Balancing my academic pursuits, I’ve already produced two short films, “PsyWhale” and “Destination,” which I believe are testaments to my ability to blend imaginative storytelling with impactful visuals.

What sets me apart in the art scene is my unique blend of technical knowledge from my Computer Science background and my artistic vision. This combination allows me to approach filmmaking and art from a distinct angle, infusing my works with a blend of logical precision and creative flair. I’m particularly proud of how this unique perspective is evident in my shorts, which have been crafted during an intense period of juggling graduation and applying for my second master’s degree.

One of the key lessons I’ve learned is the importance of resilience and adaptability. The art world is dynamic, and being able to pivot and embrace change is crucial. Another lesson is the value of having a supportive network. The encouragement and belief of loved ones can be a powerful force in overcoming challenges and doubts.

My journey reflects a fusion of diverse fields, and I hope to inspire others who may be hesitant to step out of their comfort zones. My art is a representation of my belief that creativity is limitless and can be found at the intersection of seemingly disparate fields.

Let’s say your best friend was visiting the area and you wanted to show them the best time ever. Where would you take them? Give us a little itinerary – say it was a week long trip, where would you eat, drink, visit, hang out, etc.
If my best friend were visiting New York for a week, I’d have a special blend of experiences planned. We’d spend time in Central Park. It’s a central feature of Manhattan and offers so much to see and do. We could explore landmarks like Bethesda Terrace and perhaps enjoy a leisurely rowboat ride near Bow Bridge. The park is perfect for a relaxed stroll, and we’d enjoy meals at charming cafes along its edge.

A visit to the Metropolitan Museum of Art would be on the agenda, offering an afternoon immersed in art and history, right on the edge of Central Park.

One of the week’s highlights would be a day trip to the Storm King Art Center. It’s a unique outdoor museum where sprawling fields and forests are dotted with impressive sculptures. It’s an experience that combines art with the beauty of nature, and a picnic there would be unforgettable.

We’d also delve into the diverse neighborhoods of New York. We’d explore the Upper East Side for its culinary delights, wander through the historic streets of Greenwich Village, and perhaps catch a Broadway show for an evening of entertainment. Downtown Manhattan and a sunset stroll across the Brooklyn Bridge would offer a glimpse into the vibrant heart of the city.

In addition to these highlights, there would be time for rooftop dinners with panoramic city views and explorations of local spots in Brooklyn, offering a deeper insight into New York’s unique character.

Overall, the week would be a blend of iconic sights, cultural treasures, and the distinctive energy of New York.

Who else deserves some credit and recognition?
When I made the leap from Computer Science to the world of Art, it was both a daunting and exhilarating transition for me. In this journey, I’d like to extend my heartfelt gratitude to two pivotal supports in my life: my boyfriend Hugo and my parents.

Hugo has been an unwavering source of support and love through my tough time. During times when I felt uncertain and anxious about changing directions, he was there not only for emotional support but also to help me uncover my talents that blend art with my background in CS. His encouragement and guidance have been instrumental in my step-by-step progress. Moreover, his companionship played a vital role in almost completely overcoming my struggles with depression. Hugo is more than a partner to me; he is a mentor and a pillar of strength.

My parents, too, deserve a huge shoutout. As an international student, their support has been the backbone of my academic and personal life. Their understanding and backing were crucial when I decided to pivot my career direction. They have always trusted my choices and provided the support and resources I needed.

Both Hugo and my parents are indispensable characters in my story. Without their love and support, I wouldn’t be where I am today.

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